Sunday, September 20, 2009
Okay, I know this is totally crazy. I haven't been updating my blog since..JULY! Gosh..
Better start more often, since I really do want to keep track of what I'm doing everyday. Hopefully, there won't be any repetitions^^
The main reason of why this out-of-the-blue post is because I wanna celebrate my 21 years of life. With or without this blog, I really wanna express a big appreciation to those tat took time to send smses, to write on my wall, and well..wish me in person. ^^
I do remember the 1st one to wish me on its day is Ah Kang (another of my bday twin), then comes the girls (Doris, Amanda, Silvya and Melissa) the reason why I placed Doris cuz she initiate the rest to sing the song for me. (sweet of her to do tat^^) And well, then Joel just comes and shake my hand (without an pranks! GREAT!) and Ah Dong and Ah Liang later.
And tat happens between 12am-3am (17th Sept o9) I just love how u all remembers and cares enough to wish me^^ And also, the biggest surprise of all time is my dad giving me a call wishing me happy bday.
You know my dad isn't any english educated parents, and he's not the type tat expresses his feeling out so easily. I was at subang studio, and he called me (I tot he wants to know where I'm at) But suddenly he just blurts those magical words ("Happy Birthday ar". In case you're wondering) and after tat my eyes start tearing. I mean, I do love my dad. Just sometimes simple things like these will just make my heart melt. Really it's just once in a blue gray moon. LOL
And the bday present from him is..A MacBook Pro! Haha...Typical of my dad. Oh wells, unknowingly I'll be paying him bak. He loves me too much, and this is what I can do to show my gratitude. ^^ DAD!! I LOVE YOU!! And you're the best...
And God, thank You for giving me such a memorable 21st bday (even though there's no celebrations) The small things tat my friends and You blessed me with..Is something I will never ever forget..
3:49 AM
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I AM SO FRIGGIN TIRED!!!
Been up since yesterday (monday) 1pm till today(tuesday)..And I'm still up bloggin this nonsense I went thru...This coming sat will be a major performance so still sewing the clothes and everything else..etc..
I wanna complain..Cuz I feel I'm just being stupid for no reason at all. Like when u wanna care for one person and somehow everything doesn't seems to work out right... So frustrated, maybe I'm listening to emo songs (from Jerry's comp) tat's why I'm being so emotional..shut it man!!
Kinda happy cuz at least Tracy (my world's reknown bestie) dropped by at my blog.. Okay, I heard the rest is coming up stairs to the studio. Yea, I know still in the studio..I think I shud go home and rest..
BEST THING bout today is...At night I'm going to get myself a Macbook.. ^^
Dun stop me, I know you want to. I'm going to buy cuz my comp has FINALLY busted, kaput, kua cai!! awww..I missed it...Cuz it's my fav comp to mix songs with. Bye..i gtg..dam tired..and wana kill myself for this suffering to happen to me..
8:41 AM
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2:02 PM
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
Okay, it's my 1st day of...Ahem. Girls knows it.
In desperate pain..Physically.
Still waiting for my love while getting at it.
Later gonna go training, oh man!
I gonna die..I'm sure of it...
Someone buy me a coffin..I mean morphine(heehe)
Just to ease the pain.
God, thanks for helping me out so many times when I'm dying out on You all the time.
Jesus, You've been the greatest inspiration and strength I've ever need.
Heavenly Father, thanks for watching me when I'm in pain and help me ease the pain while You're at it. It's really an amazing journey for me to seek You everytime everyday and every breath.
I dedicate every single breath for You, my Lord. And I promise You, I'll be the young woman that seeks You heart. And thank You so much for being there for me all the time...Love You Lord.
8:35 PM
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Saturday, June 20, 2009
Where are you, my love?
Is there anything I can do to bring u closer to me?
Like air, I know you're there..But I can't see you..
Like gravity, the force is so strong invincibly loving you..
My dear..I miss you so much.
In times to come, we will be together. I believe it~
And when we're together...My next chapter will begin..
6:29 PM
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Thursday, June 18, 2009
Okay, I'm at the studio. Not practicing any moves cause i wanna online and do some stuff for Silvya~
Current Mood: Very grumpy
Why? 2 reasons that can make a person feel that way is..
Lack of Sleep (rest), and Lack of Food (hungry)..
Mine is the 2nd reason. MAN! I've gained like 2 kg++ and I have to do some broadway dance Amanda came up with. Meaning guys have to (MUST) carry a girl. Hopefully whoever my partner is, he have to be strong~~
I'm kinda worried cause Amanda's GS is good. Her standards are high..Seems like tonite I'll have to do extra training in my room (ahem~)
6:00 PM
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Saturday, June 13, 2009
It's you whom I'm missing these days.
After I decided to walk on this road to my fairy tale.
When will you return to me as God promised?
My smiles gives me away, telling that I'm lonely.
But no fear, as I'm preparing myself better for our future.
I'll love like no other.
And His promise is always true.
I won't go looking for you just yet...
For I know, in His perfect timing..
You'll appear.
And so I'll wait, with every second passing by.
I'll think of you when I start falling into traps.
Please promise me that I'll be your 2nd in your life.
And you'll have to know who's the 1st.
Darling, my sweetheart...I'm so in love with you.
Love that will never ever fade.
Getting more and more impatient as the Lord soothes my soul.
I will be with the Lord, until He sent you to me...
My love, I'll wait for you.
Remember to wait for me as well...
I love you.
3:44 AM
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