Hairdo And My Personal Rainbow Veins

Rainbow hair has always been my toplist~ Even until now.

Whenever I saw LadySeven, another of my dance friend that has amazing colored hair, I'd always  bugged her how it's done (I guess she'd kill me right away if she had a gun, haha). As you know, we asians are born with black or dark brown hair tone, getting a red or turquiose hair would be a head turner as you walk in shopping malls. And as you know, I LOVE TO BE IN A SPOTLIGHT!! (well, a part of it is easier to spot me in a crowd of dark hairs)

I've already done a few colors to my hair and I do have positive feedback from a few dancers!! Teehee~ Love the result but too bad it faded off quite sooner than I expected. So meantime, I'll be purchasing LaRiche Semi Permanent Hair Dyes from Aussie (rather than UK) cause the UK website need me to buy in bulks!!

Current few inspirational pics are listed below. All I can say is HOW COME MALAYSIA DON'T IMPORT THESE DYES!! WHY?!? It's safer, easier, and cheaper!! God..and Malaysian government need to be changed (no further details will be implemented as this is not a political blog).

Although this girl is not having a regular rainbow hair, but a colorful hair is my toplist too!

I've got a shaved side~ So my goal is to become this :

Dramatic and yet cool. Right?

Thinking bout tomorrow makes me go bonkers!! A freestyle based performance, sounds easy? No not yet, the hard part is...I'm gonna cypher for 45 minutes~ While the marathon runners pass by, we (my friend and I) gotta do our job by dancing and cheering for them..Literally. Let's cross fingers as of now I'm not sure if I can actually made it out alive!! Time to pack some crazy towels and clothes~ tata!

This is BlackDiamond

I'm going to take over my abandoned blog. With a new skin.

Voila! It's October 2012~ Before the end of the world strikes..I'm gonna post up the last post!! (if there's end of the world that is~)

But anyway, my life has been going great. I've overcome some few lil hiccups and some big shit ones...if my memories serve me well. Currently, slowly reviving my dead blog...COME ON!! COME ALIVE ALREADY!!!! Freaking dramas all year round. I haven't change much I guess~ Such vanity will be enough to kill me..Writing nonsense as of tmr I'll be rehearsing a show I'm doing with Maple this end of the month~ God, I really hope I can pull myself up along the pole... But I've loss some weight..Which i think is a good choice since it's a healthy loss!! VEGE ALL THE WAYYYYYY!!!

At this moment I'm gonna fall into my lovely purple bed...and dream my crazy yet happy dream. I'll be updating this blog soon. Cause I dont wanna lose my history yet~ Hahaha...Night peeps!!!

Love,
BlackDiamond

Thoughts About My 21st Bday 17-o9-09

Okay, I know this is totally crazy. I haven't been updating my blog since..JULY! Gosh..

Better start more often, since I really do want to keep track of what I'm doing everyday. Hopefully, there won't be any repetitions^^

The main reason of why this out-of-the-blue post is because I wanna celebrate my 21 years of life. With or without this blog, I really wanna express a big appreciation to those tat took time to send smses, to write on my wall, and well..wish me in person. ^^

I do remember the 1st one to wish me on its day is Ah Kang (another of my bday twin), then comes the girls (Doris, Amanda, Silvya and Melissa) the reason why I placed Doris cuz she initiate the rest to sing the song for me. (sweet of her to do tat^^) And well, then Joel just comes and shake my hand (without an pranks! GREAT!) and Ah Dong and Ah Liang later.

And tat happens between 12am-3am (17th Sept o9) I just love how u all remembers and cares enough to wish me^^ And also, the biggest surprise of all time is my dad giving me a call wishing me happy bday.

You know my dad isn't any english educated parents, and he's not the type tat expresses his feeling out so easily. I was at subang studio, and he called me (I tot he wants to know where I'm at) But suddenly he just blurts those magical words ("Happy Birthday ar". In case you're wondering) and after tat my eyes start tearing. I mean, I do love my dad. Just sometimes simple things like these will just make my heart melt. Really it's just once in a blue gray moon. LOL

And the bday present from him is..A MacBook Pro! Haha...Typical of my dad. Oh wells, unknowingly I'll be paying him bak. He loves me too much, and this is what I can do to show my gratitude. ^^ DAD!! I LOVE YOU!! And you're the best...

And God, thank You for giving me such a memorable 21st bday (even though there's no celebrations) The small things tat my friends and You blessed me with..Is something I will never ever forget..

I AM SO FRIGGIN TIRED!!!

Been up since yesterday (monday) 1pm till today(tuesday)..And I'm still up bloggin this nonsense I went thru...This coming sat will be a major performance so still sewing the clothes and everything else..etc..

I wanna complain..Cuz I feel I'm just being stupid for no reason at all. Like when u wanna care for one person and somehow everything doesn't seems to work out right... So frustrated, maybe I'm listening to emo songs (from Jerry's comp) tat's why I'm being so emotional..shut it man!!

Kinda happy cuz at least Tracy (my world's reknown bestie) dropped by at my blog.. Okay, I heard the rest is coming up stairs to the studio. Yea, I know still in the studio..I think I shud go home and rest..

BEST THING bout today is...At night I'm going to get myself a Macbook.. ^^

Dun stop me, I know you want to. I'm going to buy cuz my comp has FINALLY busted, kaput, kua cai!! awww..I missed it...Cuz it's my fav comp to mix songs with. Bye..i gtg..dam tired..and wana kill myself for this suffering to happen to me..

Okay, it's my 1st day of...Ahem. Girls knows it.

In desperate pain..Physically.

Still waiting for my love while getting at it.

Later gonna go training, oh man!

I gonna die..I'm sure of it...

Someone buy me a coffin..I mean morphine(heehe)

Just to ease the pain.

God, thanks for helping me out so many times when I'm dying out on You all the time.

Jesus, You've been the greatest inspiration and strength I've ever need.

Heavenly Father, thanks for watching me when I'm in pain and help me ease the pain while You're at it. It's really an amazing journey for me to seek You everytime everyday and every breath.

I dedicate every single breath for You, my Lord. And I promise You, I'll be the young woman that seeks You heart. And thank You so much for being there for me all the time...Love You Lord.

Where are you, my love?
Is there anything I can do to bring u closer to me?
Like air, I know you're there..But I can't see you..
Like gravity, the force is so strong invincibly loving you..
My dear..I miss you so much.
In times to come, we will be together. I believe it~
And when we're together...My next chapter will begin..