No one bothers to explain.

All the pain the tears I've cried. Still You never said "goodbye".

I wished that I'll see my reflection through your eyes.

Its all for nothing..

My past is hateful, it's horrible of what I did. I don't like it.

Btw...Life has got a new look to me. I still working in CBTL which is cool, getting extra pocket munny for myself. And yeap, teaching tuition to my korean neighbours. And oso..teaching dance in UGDN. Well, I never been so eventful in my life b4.(My friggin 1st time)

So long din blog. Forgot what I was supposed to write. Not looking forward to anything (especially ppl who still read my darn blog). U guys have no life!! Get a grip man..Get a job, it's fun to meet diff ppl everyday. I've not grown, especially in those areas (hmm..) but in my life oni.

Ah..Addicted to songs like A Little Not Too Over You, Mad and Thinking Of You. No intentional meanings, but just some nice songs I like to dance and get emotional with. Yes, I'm still the emo punk or whatever U think I am...Just so beat up my life. It's tiring, torturing and bitter. I got skinnier again. I like it..Someone told me so..lallalalalalalal....Im not telling what I have and what I got. U find it out urself..Btw, I changed my phone so all ya contacts are gone!!! Send me Sms and tell me who you are so I can save ur numbers up okie?(To Those Who Have My Numbers)

Officially my blog is now dead~~ For like...4 months ++ ahahha... Been busy with life..Will update soon when I'm free..

LiKE I WILL!!! NO WAY!!!

Soon....(in 1000 years)..

Hey!! This wasn't fair... I thought I told myself that I'll be the emo one the rest of my life. Seems like it's the other way round.. O.o

Well, my job from CBTL is super fun. I love making coffees and teas. I love tea latte, maybe u guys shud order Double Vanilla Ceylon Tea Latte. Why? Cause to those who loves milky and vanilla-ish tastes are perfect to fit this blend. hehhee.. (like advertising wei~)

Imagine drinking coffee everyday when u work. Well..Not such a big deal. But it's hurting my health leh!! I don't mind actually (life is short in fact) so I rather live it to the fullest!! Kinda tried almost everything in CBTL. I still like the tea latte (replaced the once my all-time-fav, Caramel Machiatto) 

Had like 3 days of training. Feel so proud of myself. Got to meet new people, and well working with them is the best part. I'm still as usual. ONCE I gotten the pics taken together with the training I'll post it. (FREAKO!! I've been saying that since..??) Ah, what to say? Although my life is busy and tiring. At least I know I had my fun and I live it without wasting one sec!! So worth it man!!

My schedule is working in the morn (8.30-4.30) then dance. Till 1am!! HAHHA. I know I know...TRUST ME I KNOW!! It's dangerous rite? I'm getting my car back.I promise I'll be home early-ER~ Hope so. Dun trust me, I always like to lie bout all these stuffs. Haha! Not funny. I love to spend my time every minute and every sec into something I like. (FOR INSTANCE) I'd like to stay beside the one I like most of the time. Or i like hanging out with friends... NONSENSE~ I'm crapping already... SHUT UP!!!

Needa good night sleep tmr's a long day again~

Okay...Officially I'm half doomed..

1st.. I'm really down-to-the-core anxious of my new job coming this sat.
2nd.. I have no idea what am I doing at this time (except for the dance
part)..
3rd.. I'm freaking myself out for no reason...at all.

Well, I'd like to apologise to Jac (ma lil sis) cuz..I threw my temper at her for some private reason. I don't like mentioning my reasons why I'm angry, maybe cuz it's somehow inapropriate. Or simply I just like to keep things to myself now.

I'm extremely glad that the Tuesday performance came out nearly perfect (I'd like to say that myself) Although I did (not to mention others did) some mistakes. As long as I'm offering all the praises..seriously ALL THE PRAISES AND GLORY to Him. The ultimate Guy that I'm trying hard to please most of the time. I know I'm not perfect, and by His grace I'm still standing tall today. And thank Jesus that God actually lent His Hand to help me out this few weeks.

I thoroughly grateful..Of what's happening in my life. As though the dream that I dreamt of every night coming true right before my eyes. It's so surreal..Yet it's so life..

Oh right..I suppose that I need to upload my photos oof my recent doings. FYI, my cam has gone out of battery.. And I'll recharge it soon enough (HOPEFULLY XD). I try to get the pictures posted.

And to others who'd like to drop by my blog every once in a while. I'd liek to say a big hank you for at least cring enough to know whetehr I'm still alive. hahhahaa, no joke. Ermm..Just telling you peeps that I'll start my work this sat (10am-5pm). Working 6 days a week and well, hopefully I can cope (which I don't think I can at all) Just pray with me, will ya? and If anyone's planning an outing anytime soon pls do tell me a week earlier. Usually after my work I'll go to UGDN to train my dance and stuffs. Yea..Busy all over again.

Any updates pls do tell me aight? I'd love to go shopping anytime soon. Right after my work or one of my holidays...XD Miss you peeps so much~

A busy life...

Day No. 7846290 - Yvanna's exhausted. Basically, she's excited also. What to say? When someone has found their dreams coming true slowly step by step, they're actually too passionate to even think that they're tired. If they are doing what they like most.

Ah shut up~

Well, my busy life has lead me to an extreme diet. Meaning I'm already loss my weight (sometimes I do wonder if it's a good thing, since ppl always say I'm meaty) I'm 55kg before I join UGDN. And it has been that way ever since. But now...I'm 49kg..A freaking 6kg loss, in a week!! That's a lot..Maybe it's the sweat. For example, imagine me sweat a bowl of sweat every single day. Hmm..Not elaborate enough. Imagine..People pouring water on me..

Oh yeah...Tat's a lot.. heheh..Really and seriously, I got witnesses. Cause a singlet for me is not enough to soak up my sweat everytime I train. Tat's really crazy man. That's my theory of why I lost weight so fast in a week.

Okay, let's talk bout more personal things, like...hmm..I wonder what. Not much going on in my relationship life ever since my emo period went off completely from my blog posts. Well, noone seems to have any interests in me anymore. Maybe I should post up like !SINGLE GIRL FOR SALE! poster or advertisement. I don't care much anyways.

If I do, I wonder how much I do costs...Suggestions anyone?

Another happy thing came across to me this week. Like my mom buying an IPod Classic 120GB Black Version for me!! HAHAHA... I mean, that's really helping my dance so far. Well, all I know to repay her is to make her proud of me of my dance and..etc etc.. The main thing is to do at least a shining thing from this dance...

Oh, before I forget, the main person who helped upload the songs inside. LIKE FREAKING 5k++ songs!! How on earth man~ Somemore helped me to put japanese speaking videos inside (how sweet of him) and oso LOCKING VIDEOS!!! So freaking nice man..haha...I dont want mention names. Cause you know it's you (I know U read my blog..So it's U!!) Thanks a lot and big big hug (if u nid it) ^^

Alrites..I'm performing in Seremban next Tues. Can't believe it again. This week it's fun and rough and everything in between. I hope you guys enjoy this as much as I do from typing all this funny nonsense. Next time then~

Wow~

I mean I can't believe my life's been working out for me so far... It's been areat journey. I've hurt myself and stand back up again. Let myself down, and yet I'm so satisfied with myself~

So many things have been happening lately. For example, I'm now learning dance from UGDN. And finally, seriously!! FINALLY, Joel let me perform with the rest!! FREAK!!!!!! I'm so happy that he even place me to perform with the rest of the crew. It's such an HONOR!!!!

oh..btw..I had an accident. HAHAH..of all things...I blame meself for being careless..Really careless..

OK!! So I don't talk bout unhappy things 1st... I just wanna celebrate my life..and ya..Dance is so fun..especially locking..^^