Okay, it's my 1st day of...Ahem. Girls knows it.

In desperate pain..Physically.

Still waiting for my love while getting at it.

Later gonna go training, oh man!

I gonna die..I'm sure of it...

Someone buy me a coffin..I mean morphine(heehe)

Just to ease the pain.

God, thanks for helping me out so many times when I'm dying out on You all the time.

Jesus, You've been the greatest inspiration and strength I've ever need.

Heavenly Father, thanks for watching me when I'm in pain and help me ease the pain while You're at it. It's really an amazing journey for me to seek You everytime everyday and every breath.

I dedicate every single breath for You, my Lord. And I promise You, I'll be the young woman that seeks You heart. And thank You so much for being there for me all the time...Love You Lord.

Where are you, my love?
Is there anything I can do to bring u closer to me?
Like air, I know you're there..But I can't see you..
Like gravity, the force is so strong invincibly loving you..
My dear..I miss you so much.
In times to come, we will be together. I believe it~
And when we're together...My next chapter will begin..

Okay, I'm at the studio. Not practicing any moves cause i wanna online and do some stuff for Silvya~

Current Mood: Very grumpy

Why? 2 reasons that can make a person feel that way is..

Lack of Sleep (rest), and Lack of Food (hungry)..

Mine is the 2nd reason. MAN! I've gained like 2 kg++ and I have to do some broadway dance Amanda came up with. Meaning guys have to (MUST) carry a girl. Hopefully whoever my partner is, he have to be strong~~

I'm kinda worried cause Amanda's GS is good. Her standards are high..Seems like tonite I'll have to do extra training in my room (ahem~)

It's you whom I'm missing these days.
After I decided to walk on this road to my fairy tale.
When will you return to me as God promised?
My smiles gives me away, telling that I'm lonely.
But no fear, as I'm preparing myself better for our future.
I'll love like no other.
And His promise is always true.
I won't go looking for you just yet...
For I know, in His perfect timing..
You'll appear.
And so I'll wait, with every second passing by.
I'll think of you when I start falling into traps.
Please promise me that I'll be your 2nd in your life.
And you'll have to know who's the 1st.
Darling, my sweetheart...I'm so in love with you.
Love that will never ever fade.
Getting more and more impatient as the Lord soothes my soul.
I will be with the Lord, until He sent you to me...

My love, I'll wait for you.
Remember to wait for me as well...
I love you.

Ahh...I've been watching Kingdom Hearts II for quite some time.

I'm getting more and more desperate~

I saw the charm Kairi gave to Sora back Kingdom Hearts. I made one myself before, but then it broke...How sad.

If anyone could possibly make me one (or buy) I would be forever grateful...And I'm serious bout it~