Oh yea, I said I'll post some pics rite? Sheessshhh...Sorry folks I didn't post up..I'll post it up tmr alrite? Can't wait to see me bac on my feet rite? Haha, I thought this is the end..More to come...Why The End i thought..But it's gonna be hard to find someone you really like again.. I gotten over it..It hurts when it heals..Because of the fact I knew you're gone.. Thanks for everything especially the memories you gave..Memories will be fine with me..

OKOKOKOKOKOK!!! I'll post the pics up..not the videos..I know how, just that it's too complicated if it's from my camera.

Remember memories are better off without and nice and sweet pics..It's just a fragment of memory. Like KINGDOM HEARTS... Oh, such a nice game..Heard they're coming out another one...Crap, I'm really babbling~ Cant belive Jac Tan actually reading novels!! Can You?? She don't like novels..And she's reading it..While she's doing tat every moment I'll be doing sit ups and yea..Can you BELIEVE TAT? I'm still on with the training abs thingy..And my legs are stronger now..Training particularly everything..

Mandy says I'm like a guy..She said oni guys have emo workouts..Yea..I'm a guy, So what? I like workout..I'm fat..HEHEHEHE, NOT NOW LIAO!! WeeeE~~

EH, girls tell me when are we going to karaoke again? and oso down to singy..(Ya, dun be surprised) I'm not gonna cut it off because of someone..EH, I shud visit u rite Ah DixZ!! Maybe you tell me where got nice place to play...LOL..Maybe not..Heard that you're REALLY busy..>.<

"Hey Kay..", Rick called out in a distance. "Yes?", Kayla turns around as she approaches her house. "You free on Friday?" "Yea, I guess so. Why? One of your help-me-pick-my-cloths session again?", smiling as she said it. "Y'know me too well. I'll come pick you up from your house as usual and we'll go aight?" "Alrites", Kayla replied as she enters her house. And Rick walked away.

He just invited me to go pick out his cloths again. Man, this sucks. Oh, he always walks me home even after my classes end like way later than his. He's really that caring and sweet. I guess I'll be busy on Friday then. I wonder what I'll wear...Oh I'm a fashion disaster. But to my own surprise is I can pick good cloths on people. And I'll be a mess myself. I'll just wear what I wore today and that's it. I don't have enough money to buy myself nice T-shirts and jeans. So, I'll just wear this stupid looking school uniform. WAIT A MINUTE!! I can match it up with these pair of sport shoes. YES! It wont be that typical school girl look.

"KAYLA?!", my mom just love to see how surprised she is everytime I wear an outfit that..surprised her. "Don't you ever tell me you're gonna wear that out.." Okay, now she's worried that I might bring a disaster to this whole world if I'm wearing this out with Rick. "Yes, I'm wearing this out with Rick, mom" "But..but don't you think it's a mess? He's a nice boy. You know what I mean." "Mom, it's not a date...", I said it. "..even though I wished it was.."

"Kay, you home?" Great, he's here. "Coming.."

"Hey, nice to see you out. But what's with the uniform?" "I've got nothing great to put on so.." "Got it. Anyways, I'll bring you to this shop. You'll like it." We walked for hours in the mall, laughing to jokes he pulled off. And he's here..I wished time would just stop. This sec would seem like it's forever in my heart. The way he laughs was all set out to melt my heart.

"Kay, don't be surprised alrite?" "To what?" "I'm introducing my girlfriend.." No, this just can't be true. I mean, He didn't even mention he's got a girlfriend all along? And I'd foolishly walks by him whenever he asks me to? This is really gone out of hand. I can't breathe..Tell me, Rick..This is an outright lie.. It's just a lie..A LIE... Rick, say something.. I can't breathe..No, it's choking me..

"Are you alrite?" "I'm completely fine.." No, You're not..Say it to him..You love him..C'mon, 3 simple words..Simple and powerful words. "Rick..I'm not feeling well.." "I'll send you home then, before that, I'll bring to to the doctors" "I just want to go home" No..Did I just raised my voice? Oh no..Great..My head hurts.. "Kay, Kayla..Wake up.." "We need to get her to the hospital" Hospital? Why? I'm fine, I'm completely fine. Okay..This is mad.

Recruiting Dancers Into A Group. Searching for Dance Competition.

Try to be commited to practices. I'll inform when and where is the practice date.

For hiphop, breakers and so-called fast dancers (routines). No latin..THX^^

It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget you

After all that we've been through

Go in, come in, thought I heard a knock

Who's there? No one, thinking that I deserved it

Now I realize that I really didn't know

You didn't notice, you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is, I'ma be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah

(It'll all get better in time)

Even though I really loved you

I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to

(It'll all get better in time)

How could I turn on the TV

Without something there to remind me?

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings?

If I'm dreaming, don't wanna let, hurt my feelings

But that's the path, I believe in

And I know that, time will heal it

You didn't notice, you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is, I'ma be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah

(It'll all get better in time)

Even though I really loved you

I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to

(It'll all get better in time)

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go so I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you

Yes, I will

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh

(It'll all get better in time)

Even though I really loved you

I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to, yes, I do

(It'll all get better in time)

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeah

(It'll all get better in time)

And even though I really loved you

I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to

Why do u have to break everything I've given u? Ignore me..my heart's broken..i nid something to let it out to. Sorry if u're reading this..maybe u're not, u're probably busy doing watever u wanna do..It's really stupid of wat u did to me...Maybe u dun feel pain..Oni i do..But then u shudnt asked so much of me...I feel used..U asked i agreed..and u left me here all alone...In my own shell..empty shell...U tot it's serious...I think it is too...But..A SERIOUS BROKEN HEART..tats wat u gave to me...How come? This is really stupid..I'm starting to think wat ifs..what of i din agree...I din accept..wat if? What if Im dead? I never tot u will actually do this to me...maybe..I shud just let u go...I got a few good reasons to let u stay...But i just let u go...I tell u...If u're bak...and if i still feels the same...dun ever think tat I'm gonna let u go this easily...This time it's for wat u're doing...for u to build ur future..with or without me...because...Im so sure..
So sure wat's gonna happen next...Maybe a girl like me dun deserve u..i said it again...But u said i deserved every single inch of u..(maybe u din)..Fine..but u make it so sure to me we're not gonna give it all up so easily... U broke the promise...U broke my heart... U make me remember wat we did is real.. U make it like a lie... U make it feel like a dream..A dream i dun wanna wake up...But i did...It hurts..Does it hurt u to say tat too? (i wonder)...U decided.. It's ur prblem...u..Shudve shared with me...maybe we'll work it out...at least we'll try work it out...We din even fight... We..

There's no more we..It's just me now...I'm broken..Thank you so much..( I know u gonna ignore me till u come bak) I dun care anymore... Cuz..It's just me..Against the world..

I'm picking up my pieces as I walked thru endless days and nights..

I'll always understand why u clicked off frm me..At least I'll try to understand..

Then why at this particular night..The atmosphere is suffocating me?

It choked me into rolling my tears down once more...I admit, I haven't been crying for a long time..

This night when I post this stupid little insignificant post..

I'm gone..

Just for a moment

So tat you won't hear from me...

I'm sorry...I know I've been really annoying..

Forgive me...

Where on earth is my camera?!?!

Seems like it's out taking some pictures again~

Oh, oh!! Did I tell you bout the Dance Graduation Night 08?

It's AWESOME!!! We..(Jac, Tracy, Grace, Tammy, and the rest of the dance school gang)danced till late..(Like 12am!?)

There's more Latin dances than freestyle (modern jazz) So..We'll let the oldies get the hang of the dance and then..


BOOM!!


Freestylers came in..Thanks to Justin..He requested a freestyle song to be played..So the DJ mixed Sexy Back and 4 Minutes back to back..

It's really cool..But noone went on the dance floor..(Yea, u get it? shy ppls) Then Stanley screamed my name and asked me go out dance..

Obliged..I did what he told..

And all of them came together..

Did i mention..oso..I dance with a formal dress? Great~ I spun myself and..showed something..(Dun even imagine man..It's embarassing) Well, noone told me anytging and i continued to dance while Tracy darling was really HIGH high HIGH..She is..Oh well, what's the big deal anyway..

I'll upload some of the nice video of our performance..But it'll be on the next post..Not quite sure how it'll upload itself though (haha) Have to find tat out myself..

And thus, finally, I have been trying to get myself realy busy..And it still doesn't work because ofthe fact tat I'm still missing someone..I hate this man..Emo-ing currently..toking to my pet korkor...

Days passes by,

And u weren't here to comfort me...

But it's alrite..

I grew so much..

Emotionally..Physically (no doubt!) oso Mentally..

Tat I tot I can't live without seeing u..

But I was wrong...

I'm much stronger than wat I think I am..

Because of u..

U helped me grow..

U're my inspiration..

Thank u so much...

I have no idea why I post all these pics up.. Maybe I'm building my abs..

That's why..

Every one of these pics..
Their tummies are so FIRM!!
Freaking firm..



My tummy oso beginning to take shape..
Not to say I'm fat or what..
Just..wanna be firm..

They're the best inspiration for me to workout..
Continuously..
So freaky...
Later my abs firmer than theirs I'll die..

+.+''

I miss you..

Tat's all I can say..

I'll wait for you..

No matter how long's the day..

Eventhough we're so far apart..

I know somehow..

Our love blooms from the heart..

We will be together somehow, somewhere..

When the time comes..

It's gonna be you, I swear..

Thousand words never describe how I feel..

Million feelings never shows how this is real..

I've always missed you..

Even you're away from me, it's true..

I will pray for your success..

Even my mind's in such a mess..

Hopefully this will make you smile..

And for tat,

I'll walk a thousand miles...

Thousand words never describe how I feel..

Million feelings never shows how this is real..

This is the most amazing solo popper I've ever seen..

Presenting Salah

Part 2

Amazing, I wish someday I can be like him..^^

Oh, another great day another great help~


I'm lazy to post any pictures..
Since the happening pics are already been posted u by my beloved sistas..
LOL..what a joke!!
I cant believe myself saying this..
INFLUENCE MAN!!
this is crazy..

Oh, the reason hy I wanna blog is oso this
ONE GOOD NEWS
Rite, you'll be asking wat good news..






I'LL BE PERFORMING ON THE GRADUATION NITE!!


Dun see it this way
It's the greatest opportunity for me to show wat I've got
And tape it..
And...And..

What for I tell you guys wat I'm planning next?
hehe..Lots more to come..!!

It's part of my puzzle to solve wat this life has for me..

You wait and see..

Ah great..I wanted to blog my life and it's all gone.

Well, I haven't died..In case you din notice.

Just tat my frens like to blog interesting news bout thier life

(which involves me in it)

Into their blog..

So nice of them

Okie, yesterday noon I went out with one of my fren.

And after the fuss, s/he kinda lecture me.

Bout wat?

My life..

And what I gonna do with it..

Great, again one of these big reasons why.

Well, they said it rite cuz,

I realy havent been doing much lately.

Seriously..

Later in the evening which I have to go work.

In my dance studio (wasnt actually mine...oh well)

As a receptionist.

Not expecting much ppl there.

It was rather quiet according to the former receptionist..

So i brought my close peeps along.

And to my surprise,

My dance principal is there.

Teaching private class to these couple.

And a few students practicing their moves for competition..

Everything was smooth sailing till then..

This OLD thought came up.

What are you doing here, Not doing anything?

Hu was tat?

It was me who's asking the great ol' question again..

So, millions of questions came rite up after tat thought.

As i wrote it all down to one piece of paper.

And decided on what to do on my life.

Told my parents bout the plan.

Kena screwed KAOKAO!!

Argued with them a lil while,

And greeat..Ending Im the one's who's got hurt..

Cried a lil, and stopped.

Well, I'm not gonna give it al up tat easy..

I tot of this DAM plan for the past few hours

AND i'm not gonna let u guys screw it.

So,

Now Im taking it slow..

Reeeaaallllyy SLOW..

Step by step

Hopefully,

The next time I brought the plan up to thm again..

They won't screw me with tat dumb reason..

Oh God,

Settle it for me pls..

Help me~

Although's like tat..

I'm not gonna give up.

Till u (my parents)

Accept what I can give..

Since u asked me to do something bout it.

I did..

So,

Let me do it..

And it's not for tat dumb ol' reason tat u give..

He's not even worth what I gonna do.

This is my life.

Not his..