I find myself standing on this place

Where everything around me is static, unmoving..

Am I in a dream?

A dream tat I'll wake finding myelf in a world where God places me?

Is this real?

All I know is my feelings for u will never fade

My mind is full of ur image before u left me...

Miss u so much

Tat I cant find any words to let u stay any longer..

I think I've used up wat I need to use up to impress u..

This is who I am...

I'm a girl..

An ordinary girl tat dun deserve anyone to love..

An ordinary girl tat noone will ever turn their head to even look at..

A girl tat can't hold what she treasures the most...

She dun have any courage..

She's naive..She likes to enjoy the moment she's living in..

She dun care what's in the future..

She's simple to impress yet complicated to understand..

She's impatient...She likes to be entertained..

She's lonely, but yet she's got close frens..

She's rare, but somehow most girls are like her...

She's me..

Sometimes I dun even know who I am anymore..

Confused when there's noone to tok to..

Will u accept me as I am?

Or u'll just ignore me like the rest?

Will u be the special one I'm looking forward to?

Will u be mine to treasure?

Will u care for me?

Even if u dun

I still got one person I can go to..

My Jesus will be there for me..

When I'm lonely..

When I need someone to tok to..

Jesus..I'm still a sinner..

Thank You for not ignoring me..

And thanks for saving me..

P/S: Currently listening to Say(all I need) by One Republic..(they're awesome man!!)

Rumours have me captured in amazement..Saying tat I'm already coupled~ hmmm..IS TAT TRUE?

Fact 1. Yes, im in love with my dear..but tat doesnt mean im in a relationship..
Fact 2. Eventhough im in a relationship i dun nid to tell the whole world
bout it..
Fact 3. I like to kip things private now..FOR NOW!!
Fact 4. Yes, sometimes im despressed when i miss someone badly..(Dun tell me u havent see girls EMO b4)
Fact 5. Dun try telling things (bout me) tat u not even sure of to other
ppl (Hate this man!)
Fact 6. Rumors kills..Oh well, since im being treated like one of the celeb..I dun mind tat anyway..NID SOME paparazzis then..*oh stop
flashing*
Fact 7. I being stupid rite now..As u read on some nonsense actually pops up!
Fact 8. Tots going thru my head now...*memories flashing b4 me* IM GONNA DIE!! of boredom..
Fact 9. Many people thinks bout whether IM COUPLED OR NOT when they read Fact1,2&3..
Fact 10. I've completed 10 facts bout myself for now..All I nid now is..U to do one when u're totally bored
like me..And yea..Have Fun..

As u can see, im bored..Dunno what to post bout anymore. Thanks to my frens i've came up with brilliant ideas to entertain myself..

My 40th post..After I finished teaching my freestyle class in Kota Damansara..

The class overall is good, there's like 3 girls who knew how to dance before. They're quite good at it too, the styles still not there yet..I bet I gonna teach the class some techniques next week..

I'm missing U like crazy..Havent been toking for like 3 days!! U know how much I wish u're here with me?! At least, a 'hello' or 'bye' would be enuf...Darling, pls tok to me..I'm getting weaker in love by the moment. Feels like I hit the ground and everything's getting clear. Reality keep on hitting on me, feel as though I'm not ur girl anymore... I HATE this feeling, can u pls make it go away?

Well, I'm missing him more and more even when I'm typing this..HATE THIS MAN!!! Someone pls save me by just tagging me. At least I'm occupied with stupid tots in my head...

Marie Digby's

Say It Again

The thing about love

Is I NEVER saw it coming

It kinda ~crept up~ and took me by !!surprise!!

And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering

Is this true, I want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer

Take it to a whisper

Just a little louder

Say it again for me

Cuz I LOVE the way
it feels when you are telling me that I’m

The only one who blows your
mind

Say it again for me

It’s like the whole world stops to listen

When you tell me you’re in love

Thing about you is you know just how to
get me

You talk about us like there’s no end in sight

The thing about me is that I really want to let you

Open that door and walk into my life

And it feels like it’s the first time

That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain

And NEVER in my whole life

Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Eekk...

I HAVE FINISHED MY DANCE EXAM!!! FINALLY...long hours of waiting (seems like forever though)..I'll tell the whole story out...

4.00am - Jac's practicing her dance steps in her room...
- Wat's it gonna do with me? Cuz I'm sleeping in her room and thus, I din get a good sleep b4 the exam.. >.<

9.00am - My sis (Jac Tan) woke me up..Which is late..Supposedly to be awake by 8.30am

10.00am - DISASTER!!Can't find my pants I've planned to wear in the exam!!

10.30am - Improvised my costume..changed it to yellow singlet and black jazz pant with yellow stripes..Supposedly to be nicer jazz pants with half top showing my abs (I dun have one) so yea...

10.40am - Wanted to drive to dance school and found out my pant's is in the car..ZZZ..big joke...

11.00am - Reached dance school..Went and support my frens who're taking the exam oso...

1.00pm - The time slots delayed so much and we're way bak time for wat we've planned..Mine's even worse...My exam starts at 3.20pm supposed to be finishing my GOLD level dance exam adi ler...

2.00pm - My frens all finished their 2 level exam (SILVER and GOLD) which is vry good..And they're following the plan so they abandoned me in the school and went home prepare themselves fo later..

3.20pm - My 1st SILVER level exam... Waited it for few hours FULL of nervousness...I wanna die!! SUPER crazy time...Miss my sweet heart suddenly..So i flipped my phone and see his pic..hehe (RANDOM!!)

4.00pm - Finished my GOLD level!! Finally... Drove straight to Jacq's hse..Prepare myself for the party for Eunice and Bernice...

7.00pm - Went bak to my hse and switch car..then go to Izzi with my mom (Together with my frens la)

7.30pm till 12.40am - Party like a wild girl..For once I battle with Sam Oh and won..He cant tahan the sexiness (I think)...LOL!!! Dance like crazy la cuz finished off my dance exam so nothing to lose anymore...

Now - Blogging the events today and looking at my frens fighting each other...And they're staying over in my hse...GREAT!! I gonna miss my night's sweet dream...

Decided to post a simple and easy one b4 I vsit my dreamland..Hehe..Hope u wouldn't mind reading some nonsense of my life so far~

Blog:You're totally crazy Lyd! You know the dance exam's in a
few hours and you're still blogging?!

Lyd:Yea..I know..I'm really crazy..Cuz I need to release some
stress out...

Blog:Don't release it out on me..Ppl's reading me..Can't U
see??

Lyd:Well, to tell U the truth..I can't see who really reading u
(my blog) Cuz simply I'm not U!!

Blog: You're hopeless..*smacks itself against a wall*

Lyd: Everyone's been tellin me tat..I know..

Blog: *unlocking the door*

Lyd: Dun go just yet..I STILL need U to release my stress...

*Blog runs out the door*

Lyd: Hey! I said DONT GO!! Come back u..*chases after
Blog*

And so...I caught my Blog..And I forced it to post this up..And
the conversation above..Yea..I'm cool..Maybe I shud sleep now..YUP I SHUD!!
Nites all!!

A day out with my didis (WaiHon and ChunHong), Tracydear and my sis (Jac)..

The guys are so shy at camwhoring but at last...

The results of getting familiar with the camera..

A bond with the cam thus born!

2 NEW CAMWHORES!

Btw, They're really good at it..especially ChunHong..Not WaiHon though..

He's still shy at tat moment..
Later on~ Not anyMore!

Trying to be Cool..But tak jadi~

Pose 1, pose 2, pose 3, pose 4...

Trying to see wat time? Maybe not!

We're not helping each other!

At last, it's me again! Saying good luck to those going to National Service.